cally's blog

2009-12-01T16:57:00.001+08:00

#77

WILL BE GOING ON HIATUS UNTIL AFTER EXAMS (11th Dec).

will also refrain from fb-ing/msn-ing and obviously blogging.

IF CALLY CAN DO IT, SO CAN YOU!

im damn nonsensical please.. T.T

2009-11-29T19:35:00.003+08:00

#76

ARGH. GJUAHSIDGHKLAJBFGKALIEHFU HUDBVFJMDSNVLF;ASGILHDSUTG

it sucks when you have someone who is undergoing menopause at home. it seriously sucks!

):

currently uber sad 'cause of a lot of stuffs. and roller-coaster like moods EVERYWHERE!

AH. I FEEL SO BITCHY NOW. feel like bitching about a lot of things. D: dang. i should not blog now.

DAMN!

2009-11-24T00:27:00.002+08:00

#75

credits: ~vampire-zombie

sometimes, it's all about letting go-

what the hell am I doing, blogging now? when i have tons of work to do at hand, and when my mind is thinking a billion things per second?

ack, im always complaining. complain about the work load.. ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah.

not as if there are ppl who dont have stuffs to do as well?

but, thats all i can take. and sad to say, i can only take very very very little.

school cca, cca school

i need to breathe.

i should go to some beach and BREATHE. OHM.

2009-11-18T19:32:00.000+08:00

#73

just kill me.

current ONOW essay status: STUCKED

WTF. this essay should not exist in the first place. too boomz alr.

i mean, too shingz.

KILL ME PLS. T.T

2009-11-15T18:23:00.002+08:00

#72

SUNDAY, a day where my motivation to study stay locked somewhere at the back of my mind.

didnt go to the subcomm steamboat in the end ): was debating with myself whether or not i should go for the steamboat. in the end.. no choice. i cannot afford to go for the steamboat if i wanna stay somewhat healthy for the upcoming week. D:

SIAN.

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i hate keeping things inside.

sometimes i just wish to spill it all out. like really everything. but it's so difficult finding someone who can relate to every single thing you say and who can understand every single thing you do.

where on earth can you find someone who thinks/do things/analyse things like you?

wanting to spill everything out is not because of the stress consistently building up.. to me, it is because i wanna know why am i so crazy sometimes. and hopefully someone can share this craziness with me.

argh. i dont even know what i am talking about anymore ): pathetic.

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so many things to do, so little time

there's so much things i need to do and yet, all i care and think about now is _______

gotta wake up soon if i wanna get good grades for msts =/

2009-11-14T17:55:00.002+08:00

#71

When you finally understand that 24hours per day is not possibly enough, it's too late.

too lazy to find pics to post.

I should quit whinning about how sucky my life is currently and just get on with all the work. ):

impossible lah.

went blog hopping just now and came across some sec1 blogs.. little ahlians' blogs. their blogs are so 'funny' and entertaining.. vulgarites appeared EVERYWHERE (even in the links, how creative!).

i dont know, it was entertaining to me. just by looking at their ignorance, bimbotic-ness and stupidity is enough for me to be entertained. somehow~ =/

so much things to do, so little time. report after report, cca stuffs, revision etc.. i dont know how i am able to cope. HAHA. and i am still busy playing treasure madness and BLOG HOPPING.

retarded.

okay lah. nothing to post alr. why am i even blogging?????

ALAMAK CALLY, WAKE UP LAH.

2009-11-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

#70

gosh. feeling so much better today. ^^

really need to thank some peeps:

-DOPT 1B'02! just being yourselves make me happier alr. ^^
-SPSE. same thing. HAHAS.
-jiajie
-my family
-especially my grandma
-and whoever who consoled me

AWW. so sweetzzz of yall. ^^ im feeling a lot better alr!

yay!

trying to chiong mingxia's prac's data thing. but my head is still spinning. HAHA. oh well, i think i will chiong another day lah.

why should i be so chiong eh? this week is only WEEK4 WHAT.

D:

so fast! mst will be nearing soon!

cant wait for SPSE + sub-comm steamboat outing!!! *thumbs up up up*

2009-11-09T14:01:00.002+08:00

#69

i thought i will never regret knowing you

it has been eons since i last post/blogged. too bad. i wasnt in the mood and there's nothing i wanna post about. haiz. hope everybody is okay? ^^

i thought knowing you was a good thing. you are such a great friend and we had so much in common. but meeting you today smashed every single piece of good impression i had of you. but i guess its not your fault, its mine. its mine because i was so guillible. i have nothing to say. speechless alr. i hope you are okay dear friend. ^^

(: school's boring!

2009-10-25T23:41:00.003+08:00

#68

credits: ZenithBlur

ONE WEEK DOWN, 7 WEEKS TO GO before term break.

this week (the first week of sem2) was bearable. (: im so glad i manage to survive the first week of school. and the modules/lecturers so far were pretty okay.. nothing much to complain about.

(:

just that there's HOMEWORK for us.. even if it's the first week of school

*shrugs*

nothing much to blog about as well because school is as usual. the timetable was pretty messed up and i had to drag myself from bed almost everyday at an unearthly time of 6am.

ridiculous!

i should be used to it. i suppose =/

and for this week, almost everyday after school is dedicated to SPSE! *loves*

SPSE is always fun and entertaining! especially after a day's 'work'.. SPSE is like a must-go!

to relieve stress and play my cello. (:

cant wait for tmr! ^^

(and im starting to ignore my homework.. wait till it piles up then settle everything once and for all)

NAH. kidding. how can a super hardworking(100% true!!) girl like me ignore my homework? sheesh.

off to sleep now. gdnight!

2009-10-16T18:03:00.003+08:00

#67

credits: ~jphiggins

you got me wrong.. oh so wrong

but i dont give a damn about correcting it (: cheers!

ARGH.TWO MORE DAYS AND MY HOLIDAY WILL JUST *POOF* DISAPPEAR.

clap.clap.clap.

dont really know what to post so.. shall just post some random facts - my way of celebrating the end of my first 6 weeks holiday ever since i stepped into SP.

66 RANDOM FACTS

1) I enjoy my cca so so so so so much (L)
2) I love my cca peeps too
3) I sorta miss DOPT 1A'02
4) And I realised that I should change it to DOPT 1B'02 instead
5) I dont really like my new timetable
6) But it's alright since I've got a wonderful monday
7) Every monday starts at 1pm btw
8) Aren't you jealous? (this is a fact. HAHA)
9) Im upset because most of my holidays were spent on my cca
10) Hence I didnt have a lot of time to be with my grandma
11) And I didnt have enough extra time to go swimming everyday
12) I managed to swim today!
13) Im getting hungry now
14) Ive been wanting to buy the holga135BC since 24158027604576473420937147years
15) And I also wanted the apple ipod nano too
16) My mum is finally buying it! ... soon
17) I just yawned
18) This is getting a little boring but Im just going to continue it anyway
19) I promised myself that I will study hard for the next sem.
20) I also promised myself that I will improve my cello skills.
21) And exercise more.
22) And give more time to my grandma
23) And give more time to God
24) I just realised my life wont be so relax for next sem afterall =/
25) Im really hungry now. HAHA.
26) SHAWN OWES ME ONE MEAL FOR WHAT HAPPENED ON 16TH OCTOBER 2009
27) I want to eat at fish&co *STARES AT SHAWN*
28) I havent print out my timetable yet
29) And havent find a printing company to print the concert stuffs
30) I am running out of things to say
31) I want to drink bubble tea like.. now.
32) But now I dont feel like drinking it
33) I want to go KBOX
34) I cant wait for the sunday's bbq
35) My mum just stared at my laptop.. looking at all the stuffs I just typed.
36) I almost pushed her away because this is so embarrassing
37) She kept on questioning me on what the h*ll I am writing
38) I just shoved her away
39) Goes to show my mum is super kpo
40) Unlike me (:
41) I just lied
42) I want a new cello
43) But I dont want to go back to synwin
44) Because the guys there are FREAKING arrogant (Yes, THIS IS A FACT TOO)
45) I thought of changing to double bass
46) But the way ahnerd taught me... D: I immediately had second thoughts about it
47) Ahnerd is FIERCE
48) Actually, I cannot wait for school
49) Can see my wonderful DOPT1B'02!!!
50) But we will be seeing angelina wong. AGAIN.
51) RWP may be the most disgusting module next sem
52) So much stuff to do, so little time. I feel like crying already.
53) But it's kinda impossible because.. recently, Ive not been crying that much
54) Suspect my tears dried up alr
55) SPSE made me love old chinese songs
56) I want more singing-in-the-lecturetheatre times
57) SO ENJOYABLE!
58) I want ensemble too.. just for carmen suite
59) I think I will go eat my dinner after this
60) 66 facts is really a little too much
61) Going orchard tmr with my aunty and grandma!
62) And going for indian cuisine tmr for lunch!
63) I am so satisfied with my life
64) But once I think about all the preparation stuffs for EVERYTHING (school, cca, etc etc), headache strikes again!
65) KILL ME KILL ME (actually just kidding)
66) LIFE SUCKS

HAHAHAHAHA. yay! whoa!

2009-10-09T18:41:00.004+08:00

#66

credits: brokenviolinshop

father's love? no. i dont have any.

im glad that my blog dont have many readers. at least im able to type what i want.

plus,even though my english is really bad, no one is complaining about it. YAY.

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i need more holidays. im too busy to enjoy my holidays so i need more! i was super shocked when i suddenly realise that school hols is ending in one week's time.

i didnt even really enjoy my holidays. most of the time, im doing stuffs related to my cca. whee~

ensemble practices, cello lessons, teach cello 'freshies', theory lesson, trial camp for SPSE, the real camp ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah..

every week, same thing.

i enjoyed all the ccas stuff.. just want more time to slack. and work!

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once sem2 starts, im going to start my mugging reigme. im serious! i cant afford to slack anymore. and mugging is fun.

hope to get a mugging buddy too! hahas.

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with all the cca stuffs and stress from school, it's not the right time for something (family-related) to happen now.

im too stressed out.. and tired. (when am i not tired?)

but yeah, daddy, why do you choose now?

):

you cant expect me to accept the new idea of you loving me as your daughter.

In our relationship, love never came into the picture. You want me to change something that has always been there since the day i was born? im sorry, i cant do it.

Like what i told mummy, i dont really understand what you are trying to tell me. I know you dont know how to express your concern for me and stuffs.. but that doesnt mean you should do things that defy what you are trying to express.

it's not logical. and as a kid, i dont get it.

please dont blame me daddy.. but i hope, things will stay the same.

i dont wish to know how much you love or care for me because i will get more hurt. i will be reminded of how bad i am.. as your daughter.

can you keep things the way they are now? pls, dont say you love me.

dont say you miss me and meimei during these days where we were not around.

i cant accept it.

I'm truly sorry, dad

but you will always be my daddy.. no matter what (:

2009-10-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

#65

credits:whateverIsay

OMG. I AM FREAKING PISSED.

i pray that tmr's camp will be somehow a success even though i know how much a failure it will turn out to be.

i pray that i will have enough willpower and confidence to pull through the camp.

i pray that i wouldnt get pissed off and leave the camp halfway.

i pray that the camp will go on smoothly despite the pathetic number of campers (including sub-comm ppl).

i pray that there will be good weather for monday - wednesday.

i pray that i wouldnt wake up in the middle of the night and cry because im too upset.

i pray that Sebastian will do well for his papers.

i pray that Shawn's mum will let him come at least for ONE DAY for the camp before he pack his stuff to go red hill.

i pray that Seven,lionel,elaine and all the other sub-comm members can stick as one even if anything wrong happens in the camp.

i pray that we will be enthu enough.

i pray that i rmb everything i have to do.

and i pray that nothing bad happens anymore.. at least for this week..

PLEASE GOD. I NEED YOU DESPERATELY NOW. D:

sobsxx

ps. i need you badly, but where the hell are you?

I NEED TO KEEP MY COOL. (but its just too much for me to handle)

2009-09-28T23:01:00.002+08:00

#64

爱情..

当你没有它的时候，你很想渴望拥有因为它能带给你无限的温暖.

但一旦拥有它的时候，换来的只是一种无法解释的忧郁. 得到它，不代表能永远的拥有. 拥有它，不代表能用心去珍惜它.

.. 那，爱情，对你对我还是不是那样的珍贵呢?

okay. actually, i typed a whole lot of crap. a whole lot of insane stuff. but i just deleted them all. i thought, maybe, i should give myself a chance. give myself a chance to experience what God wanted me to, what I deserved.

but yeah, who am I kidding? do i really stand a chance?

(and typing in chinese is really tough because i kept on forgetting what i want to type, DARN)

(: see, i kept this post really simple. (: and without pictures!

2009-09-27T20:22:00.004+08:00

#63

credits: DragonInk7

You are God's gift to me

It's wonderful how someone can make you feel that you are living in this world for a reason; making you understand how important you mean to her.

Grandma, i love you. (:

{Edited}

ah shucks. my granny and aunty are getting my eyes glued to some drama made-in-China. with all the history stuffs... all the huang shangs.

IM TURNING TO THOSE TYPICAL AUNTY ALR. AHHHHH.

2009-09-25T11:47:00.004+08:00

#62

white holga 135DC series. package - 153bucks.

D: i want the blue one though. dont know whether it's still available.

GRR.

I NEED MONEY.

2009-09-24T23:49:00.004+08:00

#61

even though i know no one is reading this, or there are ppl reading it but dont want to tag, i gotta PERSERVERE! cmon cally! at least hundred posts??? for once???

D:

okay. took the picture above ytd at lerk thai. HAHA. forced to take the picture with all the staffs in lerk thai while wearing my angel looking hairband my DEAREST classmates bought for me! HAHA. the reasons why i chose this picture were:

1) it's seriously the clearest picture i took

2) the guy in the picture is cute

(:

AGREE RIGHT? =D

the aunty-ish (oops) staffs at lerk thai were all so cute! they super camera shy uh. xD WHEEE. super malu, but super fun. (:

(omg. im bored!)

shall do this quiz i kopped from somewhere. =

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100 TRUTHS

What was your:

1.Last beverage: Some red date drink. dont know lah. hahas.
2.Last phone call: Junhui
3.Last text message: Jiajie
4.Last song you listened to: more like MUSIC. hahas! i shall leave my answer as music.. and it is.. THE WONDERFUL HUNGARIAN DANCE. HAHAHA.
5.Last time you cried: Not too long time ago. i think.. 21/09/2009?
6.Have you ever dated someone twice: nope
7.Been cheated on: Yepp. what else is new?
8.kissed someone and regretted it: nope
9.Lost someone special: YEAH. D: haiz. i want my friend back!
10.Been depressed: i dont know why, but it seems like im always depressed. so yeah, depressed.. definitely.
11.Been drunk and threw up: nah. i dont drink!

List three favourite colours:

12. Black
13. White
14. Orange

This year have you:

15.made a new friend: yeah
16.fallen out of love: HURHUR. tricky question k. hmm. ever liked someone but nothing came out in the end. COUNTED ANOT?
17.laughed until you cried: yepp. and fortunately, always!
18.met someone who changed you: uhhuh
19.found out who your true friends are: YESH. SHAWN HEW.
20.found out someone was talking about you: nope. but im sure there will be.

21.kissed anyone on your friend's list: hmm. yes? =X
22.how many people on your friend's list do you know in real life?: 90%

23.how many kids do you want to have? : alamak. i dont know. 3 i guess. (: ive always wondered how come most of the 'middle kids' never had much love from their parents. so maybe if i can have 3, i will treat my 'middle kid' differently! as in.. better lah.
24.Do you have any pets? : use to. but my mum gave it away ):
25.do you want to change your name? : nah. lazy to think of another name.
26.what did you do for your last birthday? : you mean the one that just passed? I SPEND THAT DAY WITH SPSE AND SHAWN HEW. ddr-ed with jack too! xD
27.what time did you wake up today? : 10.00am

28.what were you doing at midnight last night? : msn-ing..
29.name something you cannot wait for: NEXT WEEK'S SENTOSA TRIP!!!! AHHHHH!

30.last time you saw your mother: this morning. mummy, imy!
31.what is the one thing you wish you could change about your life? : my attitude towards love. but thats more like something i wanna change about myself. HAHA. my life is great so far. 32.what are you listening to right now?: the ppl in the tv talking? ._.

33.have you ever talked to a person named Tom? HAHA. yes.
34.what's getting on your nerves right now? : wondering whether it will rain tmr. DEAR GOD, PLEASE DONT LET IT RAIN. I WANT TO GO SWIMMING.
35.most visited webpage: facebook
36.What's your real name? Tan Cally

37.Nicknames: ANGEL! and something else.. but i prefer not to mention it here. HOHOHO! 38.relationship status: single. but happy. (:
39.Zodiac/horoscope: Virgo/Libra
40.male or female: 我是女的！

41.Elementary school: St Anthony's Canossian Primary School (cant believe i rmb the long name after 5 years)
42.Middle school: Dunman High School
43.High school/college: Singapore Polytechnic
44.Hair colour: Black.
45.Long or short: as seen from the picture above! short lo.
46.Height: 163! im so tall.
47.Do you have a crush on someone: use to. but not anymore. since it cant work out.. just give up luh. D:
48.what do you like about yourself: being exceptionally filial. HAHA. shawn, pls agree to this.
49.piercings: use to. one pair on the ears. but close alr! due to some small surgery. xD
50.tattoo: nope. but i want one! i think. super super super small one.
51.righty or lefty: righty

Firsts

52.First surgery: K1
53.First piercing: K1
54.First best friend: bryan freeman. xD
55.First sport you joined: DISCUS. LOL. for cca, it will be discus. (:
56.first vacation: i cant rmb. i think.. to bali uh? when i was like.. 6? or 8?
57.first pair of trainers: ...

Right now:

58.Eating: nothing
59.Drinking: still drinking the red date water thing. quite nice. addicted to it alr. xD 60.i'm about to: reply the msn convos 61.Listening to: nothing. its commercial break now! so no ppl talking lo. (: 62.waiting on: the commercial break to end. D:

Your future:

63.Want kids: 3. answered before alr!
64.get married: of course will get married lah! at the age of 27 i think. wait till ive got a career.
65. career: most likely.. something to do with the course im in. HOPEFULLY.

Which is better ?

66.lips or eyes? : eyes
67.hugs or kisses? : Hugs!
68.shorter or taller? : Taller.
69.older or younger? : HAHA. i dont know. age doesnt matter to me. so long as the age gap not too big can alr. about.. 3+/-?
70.romantic or spontaneous? : romantic
71.nice stomach or nice arms?: nice arms. xD
72.sensitive or loud?: sensitive (all these criteria seems to fit girls better. D: i dont want to be les eh)
73.hook-up or relationship? : ._. hook-up: can never be trusted. obviously rs.
74.trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

Have you ever :

75.kissed a stranger? : no...
76.drank hard liquor? : nope. i dont drink.
77.lost glasses/contacts? : HAHAS. WILL NEVER HAPPEN 78.sex on first date? : OBVIOUSLY NOT 79.broken someone's heart? : i dont know. maybe? dont know lah. 80.been arrested? : nope. im super guai de. (: 81.turned someone down? : yeah
82.cried when someone died? : uhhuh. when my grandpa died. ):
83.fallen for a friend: ( i lol-ed at this one) yes. always happens.

Do you believe in :

84.yourself? : most of the time
85.miracles? : YES DEFINITELY! im a 100% believer when it comes to miracles
86.love at first sight?: yes, even though im proven wrong most of the time
87.Heaven? : yeahh. thats where God and Mother Mary stays uh.
88.santa claus? : yah. (: 89.kiss on the first date? yepp
90.angels: ME LAH! hahas. YAH I DO! i must believe in myself what. xD

Answer truthfully:

91.had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at one time? : nope. thats bad. and i believe in karma as well.
92.did you sing today? : funny question. i sing everyday! especially when there is no one around me.
93.ever cheated on somebody? : no
94.if you could go back in time, how far will you go? : hmm. probably last year. i want to redo my o levels
95.if you could pick a day from last year and relive it , what would it be?: the day when i did my last O level paper. (:
96.are you afraid of falling in love? : yeah. 'cause the thing that comes after love will forever be hurt. ): i dont want to be hurt. this is my almost-greatest fear i guess.
97.do you prefer dark or light? : both!
98.emo or happy? both as well!
99.friends or alone? also both!
100.posting this as 100 truths: yeah definitely. i dont lie. (:

whoever wants to do this.. feel free to do it! =D even though i know no one would. im the only bored one around here. hahas!

2009-09-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

#60

credits: see-through-silence

i want this cake for my birthday... someday

yes! celebrated my birthday the way i wanted it ytd! hahas. with SPSE and shawny.. (: had a great bday. and three birthday cakes! =O eat until sian sia.

no mood to talk more about my bday stuffs. with KNS results i received today, there is nothing much to say about everything le.

gone. freedom gone. (thanks mummy)

haiz.

2009-09-11T14:46:00.002+08:00

#59

credits:~mmoi

is today blogger's bday or something? how come there is a delicious looking cake thing on the blogger's logo on the homepage? D: the cake looked yummy! WALAO. make me hungry.

the picture above shows a cello.. not a double bass, not a violin. IT'S A CELLO! XDD *excited*

had the most hiong string ensemble day EVER ytd... for me lah. because im only in spse for such a short period of time. GOSH. ytd was hectic and hectic and hectic.

went to school at 9am for the music theory lesson. D: 9.30-12 was the lesson. i guess, it was really terrible. firstly, i cant teach! i know what those time signatures, key signatures all that crap are.. but if you want me to teach theory to ppl who have no clue what music is, I CANT DO IT.

and ive proven myself ytd that [u]i cannot be a teacher.[/u]

and secondly, the students were too hostile. they keep on bombarding me with WEIRD questions that made me even more confuse.. and in the end when i figured out that i was right all along, they started rolling their eyes and stuff. IM SORRY DUDES AND DUDETTES, can yall be a little more co-operative? SHEESH. yall are definitely not the best group of students i know! and talk about being a student myself!

argh.

after the theory lesson, the sub-comm ppl came in and we started the tmwgtc meeting.

tmwgtc- the more we get together camp

HAHA.

the meeting was okay.. we sort of finished discussing the games and venues of the games etc etc etc. we are only left with the nightwalk..

which is alright, since we've got another 3 weeks or so. HOWEVER, im not even sure how many ppl will turn up. for the cellos, only one girl replied my sms! the rest didnt! AH.

following the camp meeting was the publications meeting. (tiring) cant wait for the spse concert next year! xD

then.. it was cello practice seccion all the way. till.. 6plus. FUN LAH. but tiring as well. too long never touch a cello alr. ytd's practice was tough but fun! my fingertips were all swollen though. D: even till now!

and ensemble starts at 7.30 till 9.30. ytd's ensemble was.. weird. 'cause quite a lot of ppl were not here. HOWEVER, some seniors were back! for eg, my dear SHU JUN!!!! yes yes yes!

and i get to play cello beside her! YAY! HAHAHAHA. everything is fun in ensemble!

ILOVESTRINGS!

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soon, my first week of holidays will be over! so far.. so good. im not feeling too bored yet. (:

shawny showed me a video recently. OMG! DAMN NICE MAN! so i must put it here. xD

enjoy!

when love story meets viva la vida!

CHEESEE

2009-09-06T23:08:00.003+08:00

#58

and this is the reason why i never attempt to post any of my 'expressive' disgusting looking photos on my blog. D: this picture is so different from the rest!

and talking about it, i really miss my sony ericsson w595

i bought this stupid phone on november'08. and it freaking DIED on may'09.

what a long life.

GRR.

so upsetting! even though the camera is not very good and my earpiece for it kept on going crazy.. it is still the chio-est phone i ever had!

and the earliest to die one! (my eng really no hope le)

RIDICULOUS

so now, im trying to set a new trend. a trend called...

THE OLD IS THE NEW

that means, the old phone is the new trend!

this new trend of mine will most probably die.. a few mins later. im sure there will be no followers.. =|

TOO BAD. 'cause the trend is a GOOD one! and i came up with it!

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HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HIPHIPHOORAY!

this is the life man. THE SLACK LIFE! muahahaha.

okay lah. not really. just the no-more-mugging life!

ah shucks. didnt think that my mugging sessions will follow me after i entered poly..

so being a student isnt a good job afterall. AND WE DIDNT EVEN GET PAID! D:

i asked my 3yr-old cousin what he wanna be when he grow up.. and he told me he want to be a cook.

i was like, cook? o.O

HAHA. so what he meant was chef lah. i was smart enough to interpret it correctly! =D

and he continued on by saying that he want to cook carrot and bread when he grow up.

well done.

i have a cousin who is going to be a carrot and bread expert next time. yall better watch out! xD

but i dont really favour carrots. and bread.. also not really my thing leh. i rather he major in cooking PASTA or or.. SUSHI. or anything that is sweet. carrot is too...

rabbit-y

im not a rabbit-y person. so carrots aint the food for me!

D: too bad. i cannot rely on him to cook my food next time. eeks.

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im really crapping. because there is nothing much for me to do. and i cannot think of any ideas for the design of the strings concert next year. SIAN.

im not a creative person, definitely. so.... HOW??!!??!!

and i really wanna go k! HOW X 1000000000000????!!!!???

i shall go and play roller coaster kingdom. level 9 alr! YAY!

i can buy a hotdog shop at level 10! DOUBLEYAY!

2009-08-31T23:32:00.002+08:00

#57

Looking for what you lost aint that easy...

and losing something you treasure aint that difficult, too.

i had two pet fishes. notice the word 'had'.

and yes, sadly, they left the world at about.. twenty minutes ago. IM FREAKING UPSET. D:

i guess it is the price to pay for having a fish tank with NO REAL PLANTS, no pump, no light and all those little little things you need for a fish tank.

RIDICULOUS MAN. im sorry..

and after all the trouble i went to to give them nice names...

fin and tail just left like that. D:

!UPSET!

-----

anatomy&physiology paper is finally over today. i think the break between chem and a&p is too huge. i cannot stand the days of a&p TORTURE. pure hell.

the esther fast for thursday-saturday was alright. im glad i did stick on to the liquid fast after all! God gave me the strength i needed to carry on.. thanks God!

i love you (:

FINALLY, the last paper is nearing.. i am so EXCITED!!!!!

SIX FRIGGIN WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS!!!!!

i need that badly. i need that like NOW.

even though i know i will be pretty busy with the preparation of the strings camp (or should i say.. the TMWGTC) and the intensive training... it is better than letting my brain cells die due to long hours of studying. (:

so i really need the holidays. CANT WAIT!

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and holidays means more wet market outings with my grandma! ^^

yipeee!

2009-08-24T21:07:00.002+08:00

#56

i love swimming, i really do!

went swimming at my ahma's house again! love it. loved every single minute im in the pool.

swimming gets my mind off a lot of things. no school, no him, no friends, no family... just the pool and me. seems lonely and depressing, but to me, the hour was perfect!

im just going to fail my chem exam tmr. O.O die.

i wanna go swimming again! ^^

2009-08-21T22:15:00.003+08:00

#55

你到底在哪里?

im down with flu. slight flu. great thing to have while preparing for your exams yeah?

zzz.

LUCKY ME! D:

this week has been a okay week for me. everyday seems like a holiday. school hours were freaking short and there is not much for me to do at home.. except swimming,playing,eating,studying then.. swimming,playing,eating,studying. including sleeping hours in between. life is great!

yeah. thats me living in self-denial. there is a whole bunch of things for me to worry/do/get fed up with! and i am busy enjoying life! D:

maths test is finally over. YES. two modules down, 3 more to go! xD unfortunately, didnt have time to finish the paper and i didnt check AT ALL.

die. i am like the queen of careless mistakes.. which means, i might just fail my test due to carelessness.

PRAISE THE LORD, AMEN.

went to bugis for awhile with bea,crystal,peien,aaron and glfy. FUNNY LUH. HEH HEH HEH. especially at billy bombers. oh gosh.. was so tempted with the food they ordered!

WHO WANNA GO EAT BILLY BOMBERS WITH ME? GOT 1-FOR-1 LUNCH TREAT! (i bet no one is reading this, damn!)

other than that.. i dont feel like typing any more stuffs

coz they will just end up being emo nonsense anyways. =|

im such a boring girl. SIANZZZXXXSSS

2009-08-17T16:42:00.004+08:00

#54

(credits:blackink)

if only i could change the past...

as if. it is always times like these when you regret.. think about the past and about your actions.. and decides that you should slam your head on the wall.

but even if you are dead, the past cannot be the present.

i believe, it is God's decision. only through regrets, then you will learn to appreciate; only through pain, then you will become stronger

---

august. my close-to-most-favourite month of the year. august is in the middle.. not nearing new year, not nearing christmas... the middle of the middle. and yet, every year, in this month especially, i feel a need to be grateful.

weird.

im grateful for many things in life. my family, friends, school, food.. everything i own, everything i loved and still love, everything i touched, smelled, felt, tasted, heard..

everything i have now, and much more.

if the world is going to end now, i think i will die being a happy human being. (: which is great since i am always emoing.

why august?

why not.. january, february, march etc etc etc.. why august?

i guess it's coz national day is on august. i seem to reflect a lot on national day.

reflect on what it means to be one people.. and how much it took for singapore to become what it is today.

(i feel so PATRIOTIC)

and soon.. i realised all my little troubles.. little unhappiness.. were just simply meaningless as compared to the great great things happening in our lives.

we should all just be a little happier (:

---

went for fishball noodles at bedok simpang today with my daddy and lil sis.

the fishball noodle was simply heavenly.

I WANT MORE! hahas.

and this is for you, with love

Let me be the one,
Telling you its alright
Sharing the smiles and tears you cry.
Let me be the one,
Loving you when you're weak.
For all of the strength you need..
You can come to me.

(:

2009-08-12T17:51:00.002+08:00

#53

homework, a never-ending torture

My mum says it is not good to complain. i aint complaining. i am TELLING. (oh shucks, what am i talking about)

i have no idea why, but it seems like there is a never-ending list of homework these few weeks. =/ perhaps it is coming to the end of the sem and there are two presentations due.

plus tests and exams to worry about...

i pray hard that God give me the strength to pull through before i tear all my work into pieces and let 'em BURN.

CHIONG AH.

(is it me, or is the internet today going crazy? i think it is just me *cross fingers*)

2009-08-04T17:39:00.004+08:00

#52

learning how to pick myself up from a fall

i thought i could let go. i really thought i am able to let things be the way it is.

but today, when i read your blog, i realise i cannot do it. i realised that i am not as strong as i thought i was. i realised that letting go is not as easy as i thought it would be.

we didnt really know each other for long. 5 months? 6 months?

in the beginning, i thought everything will be the same, the usual. we are going to be great friends and love wouldnt be in the picture. but somehow, an infatuation just.. started.

not in you, of course. but in me.

i didnt dare let you know coz i fear that somehow, our friendship will be affected. those feelings.. were all buried. deep deep down in my heart.

i tried to let it go because i know, it is not possible. never will happen.. not now, not forever.

the choices were simple. to cling on, or not. and the answer was simple too.

No.

i have to give up.

i thought i did eventually gave up since that day when i tell myself i will. but alas... when i read your blog today. i realised i just couldnt.

i cried, again.

secretely, ive been clinging on to this hope which has never been there..

am i able to accept the fact that i can only be your friend?

those chats.. laughter.. tears and sorrows. yes, we didnt know each other that well yet. but the feeling when i am around you.. it was just great.

yeah. i must learn to let go.

somehow, im glad to feel those warm tears again.

mr infatuation,

can you go away,

please?

2009-07-26T19:19:00.004+08:00

#52

DOPT/FT/1A/O2 with a smile(:

OHMYGOSH. yes! i can upload pictures again! =O

my beloved 1A'02! alright, not everybody were in it.. but it is good enough! more peeps than the usual gang!

wanted to type a emotional post today. however, i couldnt upload any pictures just now so my mood is kinda spoiled.. even though it is okay now. HAHA.

will try to post my 2cents worth of thoughts some other day. BWAH.

the guys

and the girls

janna, me and beatrice. janna's face cut off sia! HAHA. but this is a funny picture. so just upload it.

the rest of the pics are on facebook. go see them alright! =D

2009-07-26T18:46:00.000+08:00

#51

WHY CANT I POST ANY PICTURES ON MY BLOG!?!? DAMN IT!

oh gosh. please.. let me upload a photo here. PLEASE.

2009-07-20T22:21:00.003+08:00

#50

Time flies. its already the 50TH POST!!!

*cheers!*

'congrats tan cally, you did it. you didnt let your blog die. YOU LET IT LIVE!'

wow.

school's starting again tmr.. cant wait. no, i mean seriously. SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT FOR SCHOOL. coz at least in school, time flies even faster. (:

firstly, i think my blog is chio-ness. cant help it but stare! (yah i know it is plain and stuff.. but it is nice alright!)

secondly, i really really

really really

REALLY REALLY

wanna eat at say cheeze.

): GRRR! I WANNA EAT THE CHEESE PASTA TMR! (not going to happen these few days)

have a great evening everyone!

2009-07-17T01:08:00.003+08:00

#49

*ahchooo*

for now, getting quarantined is the best thing that could have ever happened to me.

PEACE OUT YO

2009-07-15T23:08:00.003+08:00

#48

hear the music, heal the soul

this shall not be another stupid emo post of mine.

school is unusually busy. i have no freaking idea why! i mean, msts are over.. so why am i still so busy? (no, should be.. busier than usual)

1. strings is back in action = cello lessons with teacher + ensemble and sectional practices [wah i can form equations.. xD]

2. more projects due. for example, PBL, CRS, biochem, chemistry report...

3. ANOTHER DUMB IDEAS PROJECT

yes. there is another ideas project coming soon.. first was the zbrush then is the high-end shops.. now..

*drum roll*

CONCEPT STORE =D EXACTLY WHAT IVE BEEN WAITING FOR! (over my dead dead-ed body. ._.)

so the rough idea i came up with for this concept store proposal is purely a desperate attempt to inject some dry humour into my own life.

freaking lame, freaking retarded!

okay okay... first idea: i am going to make ppl love durian when they come out of my store.

concept: everybody will love durian

main idea: money, money, money

how: for every durian they buy at my store, they get paid twice the amount of money they gave

VOILA. this shop is going to OWN man! =D

(stupid)

2nd idea: *still thinking*

yes, i am as retarded as ever. (:

cello practice was great today! but the lesson.. sort of suck-ed. my fingers are swollen and my arms hurts. who says playing an instrument is effortless!

cant wait for the end of tmr! and yah. nothing much to say..

even if i want, i cant. because this post is not suppose to be EMO.

2009-07-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

#47

the NP symphony orchestra concert yesterday was ALRIGHT! =D so glad that there were a few SPstrings players there, including SHAWNHEW.

and i am even more amazed that shawn and arthur plus the violin1 ppl actually shouted my name after the concert while they are still on stage.

SHOCK+GLAD+TOUCHED

wow. thanks huh shawn!

for the first time, i am so devastated.. so disappointed until my tears stop flowing

2009-07-04T00:11:00.007+08:00

#46

i need to hear what i am screaming 24/7 in my heart. but my ears seems immune to all those voices shouting

i think i am mad

yes. dont have to think. i am mad! actually i dont really understand why i like starting my posts with all those great emotional pictures. well.. they are great pictures! :D

MSTS ARE FINALLY OVER!

i dont care about projects for now. HECK CARE MAN! the mugging period is OVER! (even though there is still the final exams.. whatever, seriously)

due to schoolwork, ive been missing GREATGREATGREATGREATGREATGREATGREATGREAT movies.. HOWEVER, ive promised myself to watch at least TWO movies (NOT A LOT CAN, please)

1.Harry potter and the half-blood prince

which will be out at 26 aug i think. or 24 aug. WHICH IS LIKE....... somewhere near final exam.. T.T or is it out at 14aug? 16aug? GRRR.

2.Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

which was out a zillion yrs ago :)

doubt i have time to go watch.. this is ridiculous. i am starting to lose myself because of studies. STUDIES VERY IMPORTANT MEH?????

i am living in self denial.

I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW! OMG!

when i think of you, i cried

(EDITED)

can i pretend to get a concussion and forget every single sh*t thing about you?

pretend-yes.

but somehow, those troubles never did go away.
i tried, i really did.

it is.. just not enough.

GO AND DIE, SERIOUSLY. find a wall/trashbin/stone/tv/skyscraper/pencil/rubbish and go die. i dont need you in my life.

i am still, forever, living in self-denial, what. a. joke.

2009-06-25T22:59:00.002+08:00

#45

SERIOUSLY, if im irritated because of you again, i am going to pull out a gun and kill you with it.

i am serious, okay? try me.

(even though ive got no gun now, i will get one tomorrow) DAMN IT! T.T

2009-06-22T14:37:00.018+08:00

#44

may andrew&gladys have a blissful marriage and an everlasting love

all i can say is that the wedding dinner i attended last night was not the best yet =|

firstly, i was forced to put on a shimmering dress for ytd's dinner. why cant i just wear some smart looking outfit instead? or.. maybe.. cross-dress for a night. it is alright right? just need to change my name from 'cally' to maybe.. 'chester'?

o.o dumb dress

luckily i didnt get untangled in the shawl that came along with it. =O

secondly, the lightings in the ballroom were pretty bad. or maybe it is because of my new specs (still trying to get use to 'em). the lights' combinations were wrong-pink+green (wth?).. etc.

thirdly, we had to rush through the wedding photos. OH CMON. wedding photos (where the newlyweds are suppose to take pics with every single table) are suppose to be taken slowly.. as in, table by table kind of thing. not pulling the newlyweds to our table and start scrambling like some GSS madness with all the hurrying and pushing here and there.

it was pretty chaotic.

lastly, THERE WAS NO YAMSENG! WTH! no yamseng?????

but overall, it was okay. the food was delicious.. the service was excellent.. the atmosphere was.. alright i suppose.

manage to kup a few pics from my sis.. HOWEVER, no pictures of the newlyweds.. we were too busy taking pictures of ourselves! LOL. no lah.. the couple was too far away. couldnt take them (xP)

love this.

grandma&sis

me&mummy&uncle

pretty ladies and pretty blur. LOL.

^those shoes were practically KILLING me because i didnt wear stockings.

stupid picture ._.

yes. i had to drink the miranda orange coz pepsi&7up is too gas-sy and the adults dont let me drink wine (AHAHAHA)

Delia is really cute! ^^

:)

*

it really breaks my heart seeing a guy and a girl getting together, and knowing that somehow somewhere sometime, they will break up and be hurt forever. a shared wound in both of their hearts that can never be repaired.

NAH! JUST JOKING K! i believe andrew&gladys will be happy together forever! XD

2009-06-18T01:40:00.012+08:00

#43

ZOO TRIP: 12 JUNE 2009

yes man tution clique! WE FINALLY GET OUR ARSES TO THE ZOO! the trip was insane.. with all the drama and the action.. lazy to elaborate.. shall just post the kupped pictures from facebook here.

(am currently waiting for dear brenda to upload the group photo!)

there is a.. something there. forgot sia.. chimpanzee huh? or what? SHAWNHEW, you rmb what is that? zzz.

:) the happiest moment of my life man.

idiot number 1: photo with the amazing bronze tiger sort of successful.. trying hard to be afraid of it..

idiot number 2: photo with the amazing bronze tiger EXTREMELY successful! great job brenda!

idiot number 3: photo with the amazing bronze tiger not so successful. vivian is too happy.

idiot number 4: photo with the amazing bronze tiger TOTAL FAILURE LAH! what is this idiot doing man.. wth. zzzzz..

love this pic! ^^

yes, i love white tigers. :)

:)

i think shawn likes this picture.. even though i look disgusting. HAHA!

and that concludes (somewhat) the zoo trip. there are more pictures i think.. will try to get them! :)

2009-06-16T13:44:00.005+08:00

#42

Just back from the 1A02 chalet! i didnt stay throughout unfortunately.. got some family stuffs on.

i will be blogging about the TUITION CLIQUE ZOO TRIP + KBOX WITH K + CHALET sometime later.. for now, i just want to get all these typed down.

to all 'j's, this is for you:

我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停

也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心

只是心又飘到了哪里

就连自己看也看不清

我想我不仅仅是失去你

(im not going to lose myself)

i emo-ed to this f*cking song everytime i think about y'all. so seriously, i got to typed this down to make sure that i am not disturb and not bothered at all. i need to forget because it is not worth killing my brain cells, wasting my tear glands and stabbing my heart over and over again for stupid 'j's like yall. it has been one and a half years.. and it is enough. i cannot continue on like this anymore.

one day, im gonna go to some beach and scream like sh*t. im going to forget the 'j's once and for all. and when that day comes, im gonna stop crying.

i need a listening ear, someone who understands.. and i think im getting one. thanks K. :)

and this is a really good romance movie! :D

i got to be strong!

2009-06-07T22:21:00.003+08:00

#40

im just simply too lazy to do anything.

and i realised, i am posting the 40th post (and counting). A MIRACLE SERIOUSLY. all my other blogs just died and i didnt bother to clear the stuffs up.

but 40 posts? wow. amazing man.

holidays are here. XD OMG. cant wait for this man.. FINALLY.. i dont have to wake up so early anymore! NO MORE 5.30-ISH WAKE UP CALL AND NO MORE WALKING TO THE MRT STATION EARLY IN THE MORNING LOOKING LIKE A ZOMBIE!

at least for now =|

this coming week is going to be a fun week 'cause there is a zoo trip and singing trip waiting for me. AND AND AND, i am going to try mugging AGAIN! its so much fun can! *pretends to be excited*

but yah, no pain no gain. if i wanna see some good results for msts, i gotta mug.

or MAYBE, i can bribe all of the lecturers in CLS and hoax them into giving me good marks~

nehh. i must be HONEST. and even if i wanna bribe them, i doubt i'll make it. i will just die halfway or something..

I BROUGHT MY DARLING TO SYNWIN TO GET THE STRINGS CHANGED TODAY! :D and i found out that the problem with my cello was that the strings were not as good.. not made of tungsten. if i want the problem to be solved, i gotta change the whole set of strings to the tungsten type which will cost me another $300+++.

WTH. i dont have the money to change the strings.. someone willing to sponser? ^^

i cant believe a lazy girl like me actually posted quite a fair bit today. shall stop now! :D

2009-06-02T18:41:00.004+08:00

#39

Because i know, it wasnt meant to be

Cry, baby, cry

*

I dont get it. How can life be so unfair sometimes? Im really disgusted and devastated.. going crazy. crazily mad. crazily, madly insane.

I dont understand how come my friends can be such wonderful bfs and why cant i meet one. instead, all i have are jerks. *sings* one jerk, two jerks, three jerks four *sings*

it is like.. you try so hard to make a relationship work and all you get is nothing but hurt. slashes across your heart. wounds so deep that can never be mended. and to them,the jerks.. all these are nothing.

it means nothing.

zero, nil.

and there you are.. pulled down to hell and stuck in your own little messed up world. and the so called 'bfs' just throws you aside.. let you rot and continue to stink.

and at the same time, your friend is trying his best to let his gf accept him back. with all the strawheart-folding, cooking of her favourite food, hours spent on drawing, constantly emo-ing about it.. and the girl just dont give a damn.

WHAT KIND OF WORLD AM I LIVING IN???

some guy so precious like my friend.. and the girl just pretends he is invisible??? while SOME OTHER GIRL gets thrown away by her bf? WOW.

some great world this is.

some hurt just makes people cherish more. but even if you wanna cherish and it is not meant to be, it is not meant to be. (crapping here)

girl,
you're just not lucky enough.
not pretty enough.
not outstanding enough.
not friendly enough.
not attractive enough.

stay in your own little world, girl, 'cause you know.. you wont get hurt this way.

no more slashes, no more pain.

i am single, and i am happy with it. (:

LOVES family&friends because they are really the only belovedthings i have. not forgetting my darling&baby. and of course, OurLord&MotherMary&TheGreatHolyFamily.

just a little reminder of how great my life really is despite having those screwed up thoughts

isnt it such a miracle how simple little things can make a human with such complicated thoughts happy for even a second? take a step back, slow the pace and breathe girl

2009-06-01T11:52:00.004+08:00

#38

Shucks. im sick AGAIN! shawn is right.. i am freaking weak. but i guess it is alright to miss school today since the only sort of important thing is human biochemistry =|

I am really frustrated 'cause ive been staying at my grandma's for almost a month and i couldnt upload any pictures from my phone or import any songs from my com to my phone because the wire thing is at home, resting.

GRR.

and there will be cello practice and ensemble practice this thursday.. how am i going to survive it without my cello scores? and btw, the scores are at home.. resting too.

GREAT!

just did the IDEAS project and send it to denise.. hopefully everything is going to turn out fine.. and there is a maths project which is not done! i did nothing! WHOA. i hope i can survive this week.

just hoping.. not doing anything =|

i hope i can cook a great dinner this week/ next week because it has been YEARS since i last cook something decent. i am missing all the sizzling and chopping sounds. LOL.

found some great recipes on the website! whoa!!

MOLTEN CHOCOLATE BABYCAKES

one of my favourite nigella's recipes. oh man.. gonna use it for dessert! =D

was thinking of cooking mac&cheese and mango salad or something.. see, now i cant think of anything because my brain is not working.

OH NO!

i cant wait for school to be over.. and cant wait for this friday too! unfortunately, i will be pangseh-ing my dear 1A02 this friday.. =( will be meeting my ex-classmates for scrapbooking instead! OOPS.

:)

2009-05-24T19:11:00.005+08:00

#37

I cried.

Just realised i ignored my blog for about.. one week plus. I AM JUST SIMPLY TOO LAZY TO BLOG AND I AM NOT AFRAID TO SAY THAT I AM LAZY. lol. going crazy, seriously.

but with all the work load and the fun + hectic, there is not a good enough reason for me to drag my 'wonderful' laptop and go to the blogger page to type a perfect and beautifully crafted piece of post for my amazing blog.

loads of sarcasm used here. LOL.

*

i am really sad that it is a monday tomorrow. however on a second thought, i am two weeks away from my holidays :)

actually, it is 12 days to the end of this term. HOW GREAT CAN IT BE? =D i am totally looking forward to the break even though i know the work load is going to pile up EVEN MORE. with all the msts to prepare for, i wonder how much im going to enjoy the holidays.

well, i just gotta try. :)

life so far seemed perfect. even though i am constantly bothered by the fact that i am going to fail all my modules (CHOY!), the fun and joy i had in class/after lessons etc were good enough to make me happy again! and my family is not that screwed up (yes, there were a few quarrels here and there.. but overall i think it is fine), at least for now. so life is pretty great.. nothing to complain about.. =)

even if you see me emoing, dont bother telling me to cheer up okay? cause' thats just me. =D I AM CRAPPING AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

*

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

and kevin, cheer up alright? everything is gonna be okay.

2009-05-16T14:50:00.002+08:00

#36

IDEAS done! yes! super ultra happy. but there are more tests and more projects coming up. T.T

the 'damn' person from jiajie's tagboard came here to spam mine. but the way he/she is spamming.... just show how childish he/she is. lalala~ but its alright. looking at his/her replies in the tagboard make me laugh. thank you so much! =D

nothing much to blog about. must go mug for my tests! gogogo!

2009-05-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

#35

I cant wait for tmr to be over. Because when tmr is over, it means..

.
.
.

THE IDEAS PROJECT IS OFFICIALLY OVER.

ohmygosh. i know its just some random and dumb project.. but, its driving me nuts. I REALLY NEED IT TO BE OVER ASAP. even though i am done with everything, there is still the skit. and whatever marks the lecturers give me and my group.. i dont care so long as we can pass.

AMEN.

2009-05-05T19:46:00.004+08:00

#34

I HATE ZBRUSH

CAUTION. Zbrush is something YOU DO NOT WANT TO MESS WITH. it causes depression, irritation and 'no-word-can-describe-type-of' nauseous-ness (i know there isnt such a word but, whatever)

and HENCE resulting in SEVERE BREAKDOWN.

i've tried it, it sucks. i cant believe the school is letting us use this d*mb thing to do this d*mb project. UNBELIEVABLE.

after using it, ive concluded that MY DRAWING is a zillion times better than the st*pid thing i came up with using the 'oh-so-wonderful' zbrush.

i am not saying zbrush is not a good invention (whatever).. its just that, its too complicated for a noob like me.

and really, what my finished drawing looked like in zbrush is just a uneven looking squashed up mess (even a squashed up mess can look even okay!). and compared to my drawing, the zbrush artpiece SUCKED.

why cant we just draw the 3D version of our product on paper anyway? HELLO, most of us take DNT in secondary school.. we should know how to draw 3D diagrams! so why not, just use the traditional way.. instead of going through all that trouble (not trouble, i meant, HORROR) just to create (not really create also.. the outcome was kns so create for what??) the product in zbrush?

WTH!

i am going to try to conquer the st*pid zbrush thing tmr. cant do it today.. if not i will vomit for real.

oh yah. in case you dont know whats that,

this is a picture of a professional at work.

whoever can use zbrush easily,:佩服佩服.

-devastated-

school was as usual. nothing much to say coz.. there is really nothing much to talk about. nothing much to mention.

even if i really had something in mind to blog about, the zbrush intro made me forget the stuffs i wanna blog. so.. forget it.

i cannot take this anymore.

2009-05-03T20:11:00.025+08:00

#33

DOPT/FT/1A/02~

23 tin cans after flag day. this is a super old picture but i was too lazy to upload it. finally.. =)

one good news: my red eye is officially gone. YES! no more blood-shot (left) eye and no more blurry images. my beautiful(pui) eyes are back to normal again!

watched my sec4 class video today and i seriously miss them loads. SERIOUSLY! the pictures and all those memories.. totally make me realise just how much i miss being together with 4A. =(

haiz.

with 26 unique individuals...

.Melina.
.Grace.
.Hannah.
.Jolynn.
.Huimin.
.Janelle.
.Peiwei.
.Michelle.
.Stefanie.
.Cally.
.Hoyee.
.Anting.
.Elaine.
.Chelsea.
.Yvonne.
.Weiwei.
.Chenlei.
.Yuchao.
.Alson.
.Jintao.
.Marcus.
.Jiannan.
.Leonard.
.Chaojie.
.Binggeng.
.Regan.

what better class other than 4A'08 can you get?

oh i miss you guys. <3

nothing much to say so.. post some pictures here. ^^

MY TIN CAN. with the hideous looking (i mean zombie-ish looking) shawn hew behind. EERK.

guess where this is. just random picture coz i am too boliao.

i wonder who is this... hahas.

the balloon flower that mr.wan gave me. was chiong-ing back home while i took this pic so.. really blur!

the flower and I. my eyes looks weird coz i of the red eye thing so one eye looks bigger than the other. oh wells, i was carrying my num bag! xD

went to sg flyer with hongjie on 01052009~

random. the indian guy spoiled my photo!

i like this.

i just like to take a picture of them taking a picture of something. HAHAS. and the family looks cute.

=]

this is during lesson time. AHAHAHA. =D

now, some zilian pics with my sis using her webcam (better than my stupid webcam lo. NO EFFECTS LEI. sibei noob!)

wahaha. act artistic wor. LOL.

this is just funny~ but hopefully my sis wont see this..... if not i'm dead ah!

freaking hilarious!

this sketching effect is really nice..

unglam! but the fading this is cool~

chaojiwudiunglam. but WHATEVER.

my sis copying me.. COPYCATTER.

headache ah

okay.. and thats the end!

OH YAH.

i finished reading this book i bought at mph@citylink with hongjie on friday.

i rate it 7.5/10 so its really pretty good! funy and simple. =D can borrow the first book from me if you wanna read it!

simple little things

2009-04-27T22:19:00.003+08:00

#32

i cant believe you didnt know a single thing until now and even so, you didnt bother. it totally makes me wonder why am i even caring about you, your mood, your attitude. you know what.. after all that has happened, it seemed that the only person trying to make this friendship work is me.

me, and me only.

you dont care.. you dont give a damn. why should i?

you are always controlling me.. always reprimanding me.. always spamming vulgarities.

i am tired. why dont i have a chance to control you, scold you, shout vulgarities at you?

now.. you dont even care.

'red eye', 'scratches', 'tearing'

to you, these are all bullshitting. what matters most to you.. is you. in your world.. there is no one else, other than you.

congrats.

i am really tired.. and irritated. i dont wanna be tied down like this anymore..

but everytime i wanna let go.. some stupid thing held me back. and everytime i decided not to care, you came to me and tell me about your troubles and stuff.. as a friend, i cannot abandon you.

stupid me.

its not your fault, its mine. i am dumb and stupid. i am not hard-hearted enough. i rather suffer and keep all these crazy thoughts to myself than to tell you i dont wanna be your friend anymore.

yeah, the fault lies in me.

how i wish, you would be a better friend. appreciate me a little more would you? when you need me.. you come and spam my inbox and expects me to give you an immediate reply.. when you dont need me.. you ignore me.

what am i to you?

for now, i will still be your friend coz.. i know how depressing the situation at your side is..

but i hope, you will appreciate me for this. please?

2009-04-24T16:38:00.004+08:00

#31

ah my mum is so cute. she heard me hearing MCR (my chemical romance) songs and she thought i was about to die or kill myself..

she was like:

*hears mcr's i am not okay*
'AH GIRL! is there something wrong with you? dont scare mummy lei.. you okay anot? need to see counsellor or anything?'

DOTS. i was like '._.'

seriously, i just stared at her. LOL. my mum is so weird sometimes..

AHAHAHA!

wanted to post about some stuffs de..but but but, the lazy side of me is dominating currently.. (what kind of english is that?) i wanna sleep and rest my eyes.

and what happened to the eyedrops? why doesnt it work anymore? SAD! my left eye is still red.. =( uber sad.

SAD! *cries*

i really want my eye to become NORMAL again..

pretty pwease~

2009-04-20T22:21:00.002+08:00

#30

*smacks face* IS THIS FOR REAL!! my blog survived till post 30! WAHAHAHA. now its a 3 instead of a 2. *cries* =D

i uploaded a LOT of pictures but.. lazy to upload it here. so i will just crap about what ive done for the past few days. *winks winks*

ALRIGHT.

Thursday (16th april)

WHEE. sp flag day. i totally wanted to be enthu about it coz ive never participated in flag days before! AHAHAHAHA! (siao ding dong)..

it was quite fun.. except for the walking around part. super warm, super humid, super irritating. went with denise, pei en, pauline, janna and le hui to tiong bahru instead of our designated location which is queenstown (NAUGHTY NAUGHTY) coz its pretty quiet at queenstown.. then when we reached tiong bahru, i tried to find mr shawnhew and found him somewhere.. chat a little. then broke off to our pairs.

denise and i went to the market there.. the response was not bad. then went macs to eat coz denise say she hungry. ._. dot dot dot.

then went queenstown to fins olga, iris and the guys.. and we head down to IKEA and met up with beatrice and eleanor. WOW. slack like nobody's business.. went to queensway shopping centre (dont know for what) then walk back to mrt station to take a train to the school. LOL.

then after that.. not fun le.

except for the counting money part! AHAHAHA! i needed one more dollar to reach my target of $30 so.. janna 'accidentally' threw a coin under my table and pretended it was mine. WAHAHAHA! THANK YOU JANNA! wheeeee~ i am glad to have such cute and helpful friends! :)

went back with mr shawnhew after the whole thing. TIRED TIRED. ALAMAK.. buay tahan.. T.T

Friday (17th april)

i did.. nothing much on friday actually.. really nothing much. I THINK. oh no.. i cant rmb!!! =X oh no oh no.. what did i do on friday? AHHHH.

okay. i guess saturday and sunday i also didnt do much.. except.. to go to the temple to 'see' my great grandma and my grandpa.. HMM.

now i am suffering from 老人痴呆症. :(

boohoohoo.

TODAY

REALLY REALLY REALLY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! =O

didnt do much.. today is a pretty slack day.. BUT, we manage to find two rooms for K at moberly! *drool drool* yes man! then can sing sing sing when we are free free free. xD YAY YAY!

hmm. other than that.. today is really pretty sad. oh one thing.. i am suppose to do a project with jiting (forced de).. so i am so sorry if jiting have no intention to do the project with me, because he have to. :)

祝我们合作愉快！

lol.

lalala. my left eye was red the whole freaking day.. how irritating can it be dear eye? OH MAN. okay.. even though i am in optometry, it doesnt mean i know anything about eyes yet.. WAIT TILL I FINISHED THE COURSE, THEN I WILL KNOW WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH MY LEFT EYE AND HOW TO CURE IT!

but for now, i will just stick on to spamming of eye wash + eye drops! :)

2009-04-16T22:24:00.001+08:00

#29

PAIN PAIN PAIN

yes. very pain.. my legs are hurting like SIAO! AHHHH. very very sian to update so.. blah.

update tmr or something bah!

(i just wanna type something here. boliao lo.)

=)

2009-04-14T10:00:00.003+08:00

#28

wow. ytd, so called first day in SP.. everything was OKAY (fortunately..)

except, the losing my way part.. i should stop getting lost all the time and walk in circles throughout the campus while trying to find my way out.. HELLO, THERE ARE MAPS EVERYWHERE.. so why am i losing my way?

._.

SP is huge. thats all i could say (actually, its just excuse la..). but i cant believe my direction sense is so lousy now.. last time when DHS is at buona vista, i can walk through hdbs hdbs and more hdbs and around ghim moh etc and NOT lose my way.. then now, its just SP for goodness sake.. how can i lose my way???

OKAY! i've decided to memorise the map. =) YES YES! that way, i wouldnt lose my way all the time. WAHAHA! I AM SO SMART!

(pui ah)

nothing much to say about ytd.. went home with shawn, amanda and kamal after the whole thing.. then throughout the train ride back, we were laughing and teasing amanda (shawn's fake mama) ah.. like asking her why is she flirting with so many guys and who is shawn's real papa etc. HILARIOUS.

went to 18chefs@eastpoint to chill with shawn before heading back to grandma's home.. by the time we reach 18chefs, shawn looked like a walking zombie.. with BLOOD-SHOT EYES.. scary eh! =O

yah.. thats about it. =/

*YAWNS* i need to go back to DHS to get my leaving cert. ZZZ. so troublesome.

2009-04-12T16:38:00.010+08:00

#27

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

I am irritated and bored. and feel grateful at the same time.

i will most probably look like that coz I SIMPLY CANNOT STOP GETTING IRRITATED ONCE I PLAY THE SONG ON MY KEYBOARD. ARGH. T.T why is the chords so difficult? and why cant i coordinate properly? i play the keyboard like an octupus with tied-up tentacles.

AND, my love decided its time for a riot.. the D string BROKE when i start to tune it.. ALAMAK. $$$ gone.. and my A string, apparently, is going to break soon.. can tell.. and the 'hummmm' sound is getting louder and louder.. oh man, love, why are you giving me so much trouble when i need to play this dumb song on you? GRR.

my darling and love hates me.

tmr, first day of orientation. =O suddenly miss 4A'08 a lot... gosh.

okay.. nothing much recently.. just rot and slack at home (as usual) and i look through the pictures in my phone and found some pictures interesting..

and there are some more recent ones. =)

took this picture at.. some hotel near novena. went there for buffet to celebrate my grandma's operation being 100% successful!

this was at paya lebar there.. hmm. my cousins, sis and i.. this was a long time ago.

took this right after my LAST o level paper! xD my seniors behind(meishan and.. dont know who..)

little adriel! in the mahjong room at my grandma's condo

HEEHEE. super cute. thats my sis and i btw.. winnie-me piglet-my sis

the OG at orchard.. we were just bored.

ah mui's hand! on the way to tampines mart with my neighbour(ah mui) and sis.

brenda vivian shawn and i. walking to marina square from mindsgamecafe@raffles

christmas at breeks!

new year..

alamak. very unglam hor adriel..

i just love this. <3

this is such a difficult picture to take because adriel refuse to look at my beautiful phone.. but alas!

the botak tree right outside my house.

i drew this on the msn convo with the padis.. it is suppose to be our papa and mama. AHAHA! cute right?

I DREW THIS! =D

very recent pictures

i took this 15 mins ago. just bored.

this is my bao bei stress ball. it is very helpful and doesnt mind me throwing it at the wall a zillion times.. even though its hurt internally, my stress ball still tries its best to smile as hard as it can. LOVE YA!

i tried to take a pic of it bouncing off the wall. total failure..

my ans is: my darling. =( *cries*

playing with my webcam. totally NO LIFE.

dot dot dot

ZHEN ZI! =O

how lame can i get? T.T

you must be laughing like mad now. OH WELLS.

2009-04-08T11:16:00.002+08:00

#26

YES! i finally know what is that song they keep on playing on 987FM. i am FREAKING slow but at least, i know the song le..

POKER FACE BY LADY GAGA. oh wells, the song is out ever since nov last year so.. singapore is pretty slow to only be crazy over it now. i am even slower to only really hear the full song AND know what is the song called.

i am always like that.. hear nice songs and starts to get addicted to it even though i have no freaking idea what that song name is. OH MAN. i need to stop being so slow.

ZZZ.

2009-04-07T10:37:00.003+08:00

#25

Did i make the right move? why am i always making ppl unhappy?

I am really sorry. truly sorry. i hope you will understand.

Haiz.

Yes, the emoing starts now.

2009-04-06T11:22:00.000+08:00

#24

why is it so difficult to play lin jun jie's 大男人小女孩 on my keyboard??? i am a noob and i cannot play the song despite having the scores staring at me.

GRR. *struggles*

2009-04-04T14:00:00.004+08:00

#23

oh baby, where are you?

Just kidding.

just added more things to my profile and i realised, even though i said i love my cello, i seem to be yearning for a new one.

its just that my current love is getting too.. temperamental.. i dont know how to describe it but he will just get mad sometimes and start having this low 'hmmmm' sound when i play him. like, he is getting a sore throat or something. T.T

actually my cello teacher said love's quality is not that good. can tell lah.. even though he is from synwin... the quality is not THAT up to standard. mamamia.. i want a new cello! >.<

hahas. still can rmb two years ago, we were saying that we (the DHSCO's cellists) need to play the cello with feelings.. like we are dancing with our bf/gf.. and yeah, my love is still here with me alright. xD i love him! but am thinking of another (hopefully!) at the same time. sorry love. T.T its just that maybe... you are getting old..

i am crapping again.

even my darling thinks that love is getting old k.. can tell. HAHAS. with a new yangqin joining my wonderful family, we have enough instruments to start an orchestra or a 'when-the-east-meets-the-west' band. LOL. my mum simply calls it a 'mess'. my sis just chucked her guzheng at one corner.. and hopefully she will play it someday.. sometimes my love will just sit at a corner, not doing anything.. just sit there and emo.. :( and my darling is the most prominent one. i always play my darling before dinner. xD

now with the yangqin, WE ARE READY FOR A BAND! yeah!

._.

so how? should i abandon my current love for another nicer, better-quality cello? awww. one good thing, so far, i only changed the A string of my cello ONCE. WAHAHAHA. thats some $$$ saved! so pro right? my cello lasted for 2 years with only ONE string changed. but my bow is getting botak.. T.T

i think no one understands this post.. hohoho. =)

2009-04-03T21:08:00.001+08:00

#22

I really miss my class. can still remember the last time we got together.. for the treat that miss pear promised.. OH MAN.

How can i forget 3A'07 and 4A'08? we are always naughty, mischievous.. such attention-seekers like us, who wont rmb? hahas. perhaps a class like us can only appear in DHS once in a million years..

still rmb.. first day of school with 3A'07.. i was super busy with the sec1s orientation so i did not have time to talk to anyone or mingle around.. oh gosh. I pretended to be the cool type.. Being cool and quiet was actually my 'technique' to keep myself focused for Os.. but it lasted for, a week or so? =) 3Applelicious' charm is unstoppable.

in the beginning, i always thought 'how are we suppose to stay as one? there are only 20 of us in the class.. almost one or two out of one sec2 class.. we dont really know each other, some even total strangers.. and we are put together for two years? must be kidding me..'

now coming to think of it, HAHA, WE ARE THE BEST MAN! :D

oh i miss you guys.. T.T

i miss studying with yall, miss going out and make noise with yall..

miss:
walking to buona vista mrt station tgt
buying popiah/waffles/ice milo/tidbits while on the way to mrt station
bullying laumini (the popiah gangster)
waiting for anting and stef all the time 'cause they take too long to walk
jumping/dancing/running/screaming/cheering on the way
cabin run :)
the silly games we play in the cabin
crazy forfeits
studying in the train
teasing peiwei and her broomstick
camwhoring in the train
camwhoring in class
being late for class together
chiong-ing back to class to escape from miss lim's clutches
sneaking food (especially pop rings in sec3) in class
passing food around the class
bingo time (!!!)
'mugging' for Os
binge-ing during recess/lunch/after school
PEARL FIGHT!
water fight =D (sad thing is, my nike water bottle is ALWAYS used as a weapon)
playing catching around container classrooms
making teachers super angry/mad (just kidding, i dont miss that.. i think)
make lian lao shi slam the table multiple times
running around the whole school (dont know for what)
jintao-ness
copying homework
chionging through maths detention (just anyhow crap some answer out if we dont know how to do.. =P)
getting caught by mr teo
yawning through mdm loh's boring talks (WAHAHA)
.
.
.

wow.. i miss you guys so so so much. do yall miss me too? ^^

suddenly want to eat plain waffles.. MUST HAVE IT TMR!

2009-04-02T22:04:00.002+08:00

#21

i am watching taboo on okto now. O.O its really sad and depressing.. but i am watching it. =| and i am not changing the channel.

what is wrong with me??? my freaking mind is going mad. =)

this episode is on kids being tortured when they are at around.. 9.. for cultural reasons. (correct way of phrasing?)

its heart-wrenching and so realistic at the same time. definitely not a show for ppl who have weak hearts......

yes there is something wrong with me.

2009-04-02T12:44:00.003+08:00

#20

AHAHA! post number 20! finally, its a '2' instead of a '1'.. i am progressing so freaking slowly.

just called the Transitlink hotline to terminate the service for my ezlink card coz i LOST IT. T.T i cant believe it.. this is the second time!!! T.T really ridiculous.

the CLS (chemical and life sciences) FO camp was.. okay. i cant say its excellent coz the seniors tekan us like nobody's business. and it was worst than the sec2 camp (other than the showering with the frog part and sleeping with worms part). so what can i say?

first day:
reach there SUPER early coz i was afraid i will get lost in the campus. ._. but miraculously, i found my way to the SAC foyer in less than 10 minutes! sat there and waited coz i was the only freshie there.. can tell i was super kiasu. then more came in blah blah blah.. sat down and do intro.. play some games.. learn a few cheers.. came up with our group name (RED HOT CHILLI PADIS) and painted our flag.. then went for lunch and went back to our bunk to put our things down and etc.

then comes the crazy part.

the outdoor games will crazily crazy and freakingly freaky (lucky there is no grammer or spell check in blogger, if not my whole post will be full of those green and red squiggly lines) games. and like what our papa and mama said, you must really be OPEN. if not right, you die lo.

i was prepared, but my preparation wasnt enough. apparently, the forfeits were a little too.. open. even for a person who is openminded, like me, will find it a little too.. open. LOL. if you wanna know more, ask me personally. coz i lazy to type and i am afraid of typing any wrong stuffs here. my blog is pretty innocent so far. =)

after the games, went to the swimming pool area to shower (but of course it is in the shower area, not the swimming pool. WAH DAMN SHIOK AH! its like a trip to heaven after being tortured in hell.. the water is so cooling.

then went to swimming pool there to have romantic dinner with the whole group. yupp. then after dinner, went for angels and demons.. its a fun activity lah.. really enjoyed looking for lightsticks around the campus at night! xD

went back to bunk after that but too bad, i couldnt sleep the whole night. chest pain, fever, sore throat.. AHHH. zzz. i could only sit up and hug my pillow and try to sleep in that position because whenever i lie down, my chest becomes super pain. so i had a terrible night. =|

next day, continued with the cheers and stuff but i need to go back home coz i am sick. T.T super sad coz i missed the campfire and the nightwalk.. ohwells.

yes i need to make my profile more interesting.. there is just a few things there.. LOL.

2009-03-29T22:44:00.014+08:00

#19

I am very lazy... dont want to type anything.. but i must post something! if not my blog will start having cobwebs (again).

YAY PICTURES! simple.. i can post without having to type so much. =D

cut my finger the other day.. this is the 'pro' way of sticking plaster. lol. and yes, there are dinosaurs on my plaster!

complete zilian.

YES! finally got my tuner ytd! wahahahahaha! but i will be happier if it is black in colour.. oh well.

this is hilariously ugly

eighteen chefs! why so dark? coz its earth hour mah! didnt get to take a lot of pics though..

look at this fan...

and voila! this is how brenda and i look like standing in front of the (stupid) fan. lols.

today's lunch at a indonesian restaurant at suntec. funny looking fried fish!

and funny looking chicken

plus funny looking bbq prawns..

and a few dishes more but somehow, i forgot to take pictures of them.

ah! flower-shaped agar-agar for dessert! =D so cute.

fountain of wealth in the day..

.. and fountain of wealth in the night.

i am beginning to fall in love with purple because of this pic ^^

nothing much to say.. am very tired. tmr is CLS camp! will post more after camp.. =)

2009-03-22T20:59:00.011+08:00

#18

oh sad. 一切完美2 is over. SAD!

i couldnt find the picture of 一切完美2 so this is a pic of 一切完美.. i am really going to miss this show (even though i know i can watch it online..)! =( SAD.

went to OG @ orchard to buy some clothes ytd because discounts are EVERYWHERE.. ranging from a mere 5% to a delicious 50%! ohmygoodness. its called the aunty heaven. =O

went to fish & co for lunch!

grandma and sis

aunt and mummy

as usual, the fish & chips is DELICIOUS. hohoho.

went to OG to shop after lunch.. then bought a few pieces of something and went to level 1 for wallets! (and bags for my aunt..)

then, my sis and i were bored.. so we went to the sunglasses section to camwhore! AHAHAHA. only took a few pics 'cause the saleslady looked at us thinking that we were crazy kids. so.. SIGH..

the price tag shouldnt be there! spoil the picture!

=) two frogs zi lian-ing.

and after shopping.. we went to the old changi airport and 打包 food back home to makan! hahas~

AND I MANAGE TO SPOT A RAINBOW IN THE SKY ON THE WAY HOME!

so sian. ._.

这是给你的:

当时我那样的对你,我希望你能明白我的用意..

I am not the type of girl who will cheer for you when you showoff at the basketball court.

I dont have a high pitch voice.

I dont wear skirts.

I dont put on makeup.

I am not girly.

I am not the type of girl who needs a big strong guy to protect.

I am pretty independent.

I am not pretty.

I am not beautiful.

这样的我还配得上你吗?

虽然你已经不再是我的朋友了.. 我还是想对你说

对不起.

但是..完美,也是一种缺陷.

2009-03-19T15:35:00.002+08:00

#17

不要因为害怕跌倒而不敢学走路

不要因为害怕失败而不敢去争取

不要因为害怕失去而不敢拥有..

真的那么容易吗?

害怕..

2009-03-15T18:30:00.003+08:00

#16

TODAY: happy birthday mummy! may you be happy always~

YESTERDAY which is 14th march: happy birthday shawnhew! ohmygosh. you are finally 17. SO OLD. i should start calling you uncle hew instead of mr hew.. hahas! i wish that you and ahem will stay sweet and loving always (even though i really think you two shouldnt be together =| )!

SOME TIME AGO which is 12th march: happy birthday uncle benny! i know you are reading this.. hahas! i wish that eighteen chefs will be super popular and may all your dreams come true! (but even if the restaurant is full, you must still reserve a table for us [shawn, brenda, vivian and i].. hahas! jkjk.

alright. a lot of march babies this month.. i wonder why lei. maybe God likes march babies. T.T GOD MUST LOVE SEPTEMBER BABIES TOO! lol.

i am so tired. even after sleeping from 6pm ytd until 9am today, i still feel tired.

很累啊! *slap myself*

on friday- went kbox-ing with nicky @ suntec.. kbox is always fun! then after kbox, went arcade for awhile and went macs 'cause nicky wanted macs.. but i didnt eat. went to chalet @ downtown east at about 8 plus? i think.. met jieying, viva, zhanyi and jenson at nebo.. then played this weird farmer game (its a hilarious game.. with the waxy beans and blue beans and chili beans and green beans etc..) and had my dinner there.. rush back after the game 'cause viva wanted to watch 一切完美2.. i wanted to watch it too but i am not as chiong as viva. lol!

i was so upset when viva told me there are only 13 episodes for this show.. T.T this show is REALLY one of the nicest and in depth show floating around mediacorp now so 13 episodes is seriously TOO LITTLE.

I WANT TO COMPLAIN. =(

anyway, after watching the show (viva told me sky will be going for plastic surgery or something like that.. i didnt want to know! i hate spoilers.), i watched survivors since no one else want to watch the show.. then gab came to the chalet and we all slack lo.. zzz.

after joanne & her bf noel and eileen's arrival, we played UNO STACKO! it was CRAZY. i mean the forfeits.. eileen had to kiss my cheeks and kiss joanne's lips. =O it was seriously crazy man.. hahas! jenson had to go get a lighter from someone but he hurt his finger on the way out so he didnt do the dare.. =|

then jenson, zhanyi, gab and jieying went to sleep! leaving eileen, joanne, noel and i alone.. lols.. we went macs for awhile then noel and joanne were tired so we went back to the chalet.. noel went to sleep so eileen, joanne and i stayed at the bbq pit chatting.. the guys so lousy ah! all sleeping de! hahas. except jieying.. but she needed sleep badly so its okay..

gab woke up and started eating his bread (lol, what is new..) and we started crapping.. then the blur blur jenson woke up..

after awhile, the four of us escort jenson to the main road 'cause he need to go ecp for the sandcastle building thing. lalala~ went to watch sunrise after that! but apparently, the sunrise is over so we just went to the beach to 喝西北风. then noel came over to find joanne.. gab,eileen and i left the couple 'cause we didnt want to be 3000 watts lightbulbs flickering there even though its in the morning.. went back to the chalet and i slept. HAHAS. tired eh! eileen and gab couldnt sleep so they went macs to eat.. i slept from 8 plus to 10! alamak. so short! then woke up.. play mahjong.. went to have lunch.. meet up with wanfen..

went arcade.. took neoprints.. then gab and i went off first and took our bags, took a bus and went home.

AND AFTER THAT.. ITS SUPER EXCITING.

i went back home and sleep. i am so glad my mum is alright and she recovered all thanks to my grandma. 'cause when my mum is alright, i can sleep peacefully. i slept from 6pm until 9am this morning.. and the worst thing was, i was looking forward to having dinner ytd night 'cause i didnt eat anything for the whole day ytd!!! that explains why i still have $$$ in my wallet. GRRRR.. my mum didnt wake me up 'cause she said i look extremely tired. cant blame her lo. HAHAS.

SIANSIANSIAN! cant wait for the miss-pear-treat-at-swensens tomorrow!

我不想再等下去了..算了吧.

2009-03-12T23:53:00.001+08:00

#15

wow. this is really a nice song.. just got to have the lyrics here! =D

放了爱

你指向远方爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动是泪无法储藏

把美梦锁上以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光空中翱翔
还得乔装安份靠在你的肩膀

放了爱为了爱
这不是我该怎么生活
放了爱

你说你喜欢我笑得开朗
你越温柔我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你我感觉更勉强

别人的幸福何必要模仿
心不在何苦留躯壳在身旁
加满自由我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱为了爱
这不是我该怎么生活
放了爱会明白
有种拥有叫做放手

我的心为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱为了我
这不是我想要的生活
放了爱你会明白
有种拥有叫做放手
放了爱

WHOA! rocks man!

2009-03-08T22:14:00.014+08:00

#14

just when you think everything is going to go wrong and there is nothing you can do about it but await for the terrors, the big guy up there called God will give you a surprise.. it may not be a HUGE one (eg.you picked up $1000000 on the road), but it is big enough to make you think that life aint that bad.

=)

i am glad that somewhat, the 'tough' times are over.. it seems that everything is back to normal. hopefully..

OH YAH. HAPPY 三八妇女节 EVERYBODY! xD

today was a great day. went to picked up my num bag at citylink (!!!) and headed down to courts @ pasir ris to.. see some stuffs. i also dont know what.. just went there to walk around, look at the laptops and digital cameras.. and vacuum cleaner (???). SUPER RANDOM.

went to changi airport to have our late lunch at crystal jade and went terminal 3 (we were at terminal 2) to walkwalkseesee. then i saw a huge crowd (mainly kids) at the middle of the shops at basement2.. so being the kpo person (>.<), my sister and i went up to see lah. then we saw them crowding around this long table with all the woodblocks mounted on them and the woodblocks had carvings.. so when you put a piece of paper on top of it and colour, the picture of the woodblock will be printed on the piece of paper.

its like, when you put a piece of paper on top of a 50cents coin and colour over it, you will see the picture of the 50cents coin on the paper. same logic. =)

then my sis and i went to colour some too.. super kiddish, but super fun. =)

after that, we went to breeks @ changi airport for our so called dinner.. but its actually just salad, fries and ice cream. LOL. it was delicious! yum yum!

went back home after eating. =)

pictures! (i hope my blog wont lag. but most probably it will..)

MY NUM BAG! =O

my grandma, mum and dad at crystal jade. =) love my grandma! xD

my sis forced me to take a pic of her running 'cause she want to see herself disappearing. well, her dream came true.

this is a super unglam picture. purposely 'pose' until super unglam. GREAT.

going to take skytrain at T3.. oh BTW, the skytrain was SUPER SMELLY. like someone pee-ed in there. ._.

好大的相思豆哦!

this is the crowd! =)

the MASSIVE CUP OF ICE CREAM. it was madness.. my grandma, aunt, sis and i shared this. and we couldnt even finish it.

MY ARTPIECE!

=)

at the skytrain area.. my face looked weird.

i dont know where we took this. ._.

yes thats about it.. i am glad my family is always there for me. *LOVE*

YAHOO!

2009-03-01T20:31:00.003+08:00

#12

Contrary to what i believed, march just showed me today how horrifying the month is going to be. GREAT. just great. with all the troubles i already have now, i am proven that there will be more coming my way. o.o

plus, the world is ending soon. just like what i expected! =D look at the world now.. our dear Mother Earth is already showing signs that she dont want to continue suffering because of us: the selfish human beings. recently, its like, it gets super hot in the afternoon BUT you still see dark clouds in the sky. WHAT IS THIS? where the heck do you get EXTREMELY HOT WEATHER PLUS DARK CLOUDS? hello, its either rain or sun. there has never been (or hardly) a in between thingy!?!?!

and with the droughts in china, snow in africa.... wth! THE WORLD IS ENDING. PRAISE THE LORD. =X

jk.

i dont want the world to end too soon.. i still want to find my true love and give birth to 龙凤胎 and hopefully, to be able to drive a super cool sports car. i dont want to die so soon.. T.T

ALAMAK. i am seriously frustrated today until no words can explain the frustration i have inside.. and this time, not even crying helps!! *slaps my face*

hopefully, a rainbow helps. =)

i cant take this anymore.

Confessions

2009-02-22T22:57:00.002+08:00

#11

BOO.

ME! haha. hope yall didnt puke. i thought the photo was pretty cool.. :) the cool part was, you cant really see my face. LOL.

confessions confessions confessions. :D (yay!)

I CONFESS...

1) I did doubt my sexual preference when choosing my stead (is that the correct way to structure the sentence?). but it was last time. now i am sure i will get a BOYfriend. not girlfriend.. HEH. i started doubting myself during sec3 to sec4.. 'cause i simply HATED guys at that time and thought girls were cute.. so i wanted to try it out with a girl. however, when thinking about me kissing a girl... it was so wrong. so i became straight again! :D

2) I dont love my dad. (i must repeat this 'cause some ppl commented that i was rude and stuff.. hey cmon, i dont love him but i respect him right? nvm lah. =P )

3) I can be hypocritical sometimes. not that i enjoy being hypocritical.. i just thought being a hypocrite at that kind of situation can get more things right with as little problems as possible. =|

4) I ate worms before. steamed silkworms to be exact. it tasted like... a mushy mess with a eggy taste.. yupp.

5) I like crying in the bathroom. =)

6) I hate clowns.

7) I dont have a single skirt/dress in my closet currently. i kept my school skirts somewhere else after i graduated from DHS so there are no more skirts in my closet.. and.. no dresses. =O

8) I dont like to be known as a childish, ignorant kid. actually, its okay for ppl to call me childish but ignorant? ignorant is too far.

9) I like to clean the swimming pool before i swim.. meaning, if there are any leaves or flowers in the swimming pool, i will pick them up before swimming.. I AM WEIRD!

10) I attempted suicide before. 3 times.. during my stupid sec2/sec3 period.. ZZZ. i am afraid of cutting myself 'cause dying through loss of blood is such a LONG and DREADFUL process. so i chose to spam panadols instead.. my first two attempt was nothing. i just felt giddy and fainted.. then a few hours later, i woke up (actually i was hoping i would wake up and find myself in heaven. LOL) in my bed. the third attempt was pretty serious.. I swallowed like 17 panadol pills and fainted (as usual) but i woke up in the hospital! T.T i wasted a lot of money for that stay.. i stayed there for 2 days! but i didnt die. lol.

yupp. and thats 10 confessions. ^^

To kahhui: i dont know if you are reading this.. most probably not. but still, i hope you will cheer up okay? :) stay strong yeah?

i am glad that i stopped crying whenever i think about you

2009-02-17T20:41:00.009+08:00

#10

._. i am very very very irritated. very emo. and very no mood. (contradiction but.. whatever.)

dont want to post much.. so, just enjoy the pictures bah. =)

er. went to changi village for dinner on saturday! quite gross. >.<

changi village.

.

i won all this in the arcade at suntec yesterday! ^^

^^

OoO i walked through this super ulu alley back to my grandma's home ytd. ALONE K.

my beautiful shoes.. ^^

took this at eighteen chefs today.. went there to look at shawn eat.. LOLS! i want to apologise to eighteen chefs lo.. 'cause i always waste their paper.. >.<

random.

how true. exactly what i had in mind. =)

就因为我太傻..

2009-02-11T22:28:00.007+08:00

#9

tired. i realise i blink my eyes many many many times today 'cause i was pretty tired and kept wanting to sleep.. so i need to keep blinking to keep me awake. ZZZ. i hated it. x.x

went out with huixian today! actually i intend to go the library by myself but huixian wanted me to help get the vday presents.... so i went lo.

met huixian at tampines mrt station and headed down to plaza sing. got the ring-pendant thingy and the necklaces for huixian and huixian's darling then went to walk around.. then went back to tm for lunch! super worth it lo. $5.50 for a big bowl of ramen. =D 很好! continued our journey to the library. huixian wanted to find books on aerospace stuff and i wanted to find books on optometry. but IN THE END, we found nothing. LOL. huixian was looking through some chinese horoscope book and i was screening through this!

whoa. cool right? its the PERFECT book for emo ppl.. eg MR K! muahahahaha. should buy him this book for his bday. excellent present!

'So death, the most terrifying of ills, is nothing to us; but when death comes, then we do not exist. It does not concern either the living or the dead,since for the former it is not, and the latter are no more.' (found from the book)

so made sense right?

and i found this book too.

TSK TSK. no wonder so many ppl want to 跳楼自杀.. libraries are full of such books hence making the readers want to commit suicide too! =O -gasp gasp-

then we went to times bookstore and popular 'cause we wanna find books on horoscopes.. but dont have luh. SAD.

then we saw KUMAR on this postcard. AIYO, SO SEDUCTIVE. =O

xD SEDUCTIVE RIGHT? unbelievable..

then huixian went off and i met up with my mum and dad.. fetch my sis.. then went for dinner. =D sakae sushi @ white sands lei! EXCELLENT EXCELLENT.

so happy!

and currently, i am trying to play this song (五月天 by SHE) on my darling (keyboard)! quite difficult lei.. look at the scores..

OHYA, we also went to kalm's to get a teddy bear which is also included in huixian's vday surprise! omg. so cute. i want one!

HURHUR.

我曾问过我自己为何知道了但还不放弃.. 我错了,我累了.. 想放但放不下.

算了.

2009-02-10T21:59:00.003+08:00

#8

A few days ago,i went to parkway parade with my aunt and my grandma.. we entered this shop that sells cool barang barang and i saw a SUPER cute thing. only $15! but i dont have money and didnt want my aunt to spend money so i didnt buy it lo. however, i promised myself that i will buy it someday! :D

Hand crank musical movements

but the one i saw was silver.. not gold. same thing lah. i must get it! (and the preferred tune is 'somewhere over the rainbow'.. -hint hint- in case someone wants to buy it for me! xD )

other than this.. there is nothing much to say. YAY! going library tmr. yipee!

2009-02-08T22:29:00.004+08:00

#7

I AM SICK. zzz. even though its just a slight fever (38.9), i still feel very feverish. LALALA~

What can I say.. today was a super busy day 'cause my family wanted to celebrate 十五 today instead of tmr so i had to prepare the food and help my grandma cook etc.. very very busy. and very very tiring. >.<

ANYWAY, 没有什么好说的..

15 random facts about me:

1) before i was born, my mum wanted to name me either candy or calynn. o.o but in the end when i was born, she decided to call me cally instead. i am okay with it actually.. but calynn would be pretty cool.. HENG she never call me candy. xD

2) i HATE lizards and snakes.

3) i am a virgo but i am also somewhat a libra.. so i am actually a libra cusp! so weird right? xD

4) even though i cannot draw well, i like drawing. =)

5) i dont really like my dad. i respect him but i dont love him. sad lo.

6) I dislike cats. never liked their eyes... OoOoO

7) i am not a very confident person.

8) i sort of believe in those horoscope stuff. dont know why but it is quite accurate.. not 100% la, but still..

9) i talk to myself sometimes. especially when i am cooking or mugging.

10) i will talk to the ingredients when i am cooking.. like to the potato or chicken.. so embarrassing. >.<

11) i cannot sing but i can lip sync very very well.. thats what my classmates think ah. ^^

12) i cannot stay angry for very long.. usually about 1 hour later, i wont be angry le. you will need to put a lot of effort to keep me mad for more than an hour.

13) i am constantly trying to find out who am i.. as in, i dont know who i really am as a person eg whether i am extrovert or introvert or cheerful or solemn blah blah blah. i really dont know. =)

14) i need a lot of motivation.

15) a quarter of my right eyebrow is gone 'cause when i was 3, i fell and had cuts. so my eyebrow is one quarter botak!

hahas! aiyahh. sian!

2009-02-06T17:17:00.004+08:00

#6

=| i am feeling moody and bored. maybe 'cause i am affected by stuffs happening around me or my family or my friends or myself.. oh gosh. i dont know.

every single year, there will be this time whereby i start to emo and all that shit. must be too much rotting at home lah! i cant wait to go to the library. >.< and btw, its not pms (a lot of ppl asked me whether it was pms. LOL! no la!).. its just, nothing seems like its going the right way.

oh well, if its really the 'emo-period' this month, i am okay with it. at least its not the end of the year when we are all in the festive mood.. X)

I AM SO TROUBLESOME. ALAMAK.

and guess what. i was SO bored until i had to go to blogthings.com and do those weird quizzes since i have no mood for games... =)

Personality quiz.

You Are An INFJ

The Protector

You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.

Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.

You are an excellent listener with almost infinite patience.

You have complex feelings, and you take great care to express them.

In love, you see relationships as an opportunity to connect and grow.

You enjoy relationships when they are improving and changing. You can't stand stagnation.

At work, you stay motivated and happy... as long as you are working toward a dream you support.

You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

How you see yourself: Hardworking, ethical, and helpful

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Manipulative, weak, and unstable

What's Your Personality Type?

lols! eh. i can be medicine guru lei. 来啊来啊,来买药啊,保证不会死的! CHOY CHOY. 大吉大利,大吉大利!

and

Ultimate Colour test

Your Colors Say You Are Hopeful

When you are at peace, you are:

Energized and innovative

When you are moved to act, you are:

Confident and optimistic

When you are inspired, you are:

Flexible and experimental

When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:

Light hearted and funny

Your life's purpose is:

To find contentment

The Ultimate Color Test

(this one made me laugh like mad. I AM HOPEFUL! thank GOD. lmao! )

The Chocolate Oracle

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are sweet, mellow, and easily satisfied.
You don't like anything too intense and dramatic.
Deep down, you're a kid at heart... and you're nostalgic for the past.

You are down to earth and lovable.
A true friend, you're very tolerant and understanding.
In fact, your friends' biggest problem is that they don't like each other!

You love to be in love. You crave romance, whether you're single or not.
You feel lost when you don't feel passion... you need someone to adore.

The Chocolate Oracle

AWW. sounds like i am pretty sweet hor. LMAO! ... hahas. so entertaining.

Thinker test

Your Thinking is Abstract and Random

You are flexible, adaptable, and creative.
There's many ways that you can learn - and you're up for any of them.

You relate well to other people, and you do well working in groups.
You can help people communicate together and work with each other's strengths.

You don't work well with people who are competitive or adversarial.
You prefer to work toward a common goal... not toward conflicting goals.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofthinkerareyouquiz/">What Kind of Thinker Are You?

O.O abstract and random. that means i think about random stuffs la? actually kinda true la. i very boliao de. =P AH I SO LAME. there is still one more.. lol.

Normal test

You Are Fairly Normal

You scored 70% normal on this quiz

Like most people you are normal in some ways...
But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too!

Why You Are Normal:

You prefer a good meal to a good nap

You rather be screwed over than screw someone else over

You find the Macarena to be the more embarrassing dance

You prefer ruffled potato chips

If you had to, you rather live without music and still have laughter

Why You Aren't Normal:

You eat the cupcake first

You would rather be a movie star than an astronaut

You'd rather have cockroaches than rats in your home

You would not eat meat from a cloned animal

You prefer non fiction to fiction

What's" Normal About You... And What's Not?

this was quite hilarious. and i wanted to put astronaut instead of movie star! press wrongly lo. alamak! okay nvm. at least i am normal.. =) YAY! I AM NORMAL!

ah. another weird and random day of my life~

2009-02-02T12:13:00.003+08:00

#5

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! :D 祝大家在新的一年里能心想事成,身体健康..天天快乐! and now after the wishes, ang bao please!! LOL.

It has been ten days after my previous post lo. i am sorry for the late post 'cause i was too busy (and too lazy) to switch on my com and post.

My family and I had our reunion dinner on 24th Jan 2009 even though 三十晚 is on 25th Jan 'cause we will be going to D'krangi (farm resort) on the 25th. BTW, i wanna say sorry to those ppl whom i lied to by saying that i will be going overseas.. actually i didnt. i stayed in singapore but i wanted the 'i-am-not-in-singapore' feel. very lame, but its true.

reunion dinner was EXCELLENT (as usual).. however preparing for the reunion dinner was tiring. i went to the market with my grandma and mummy the day before to shop for the ingredients for the steamboat and meatball and basically worked in the kitchen the whole day. Fun and tiring!

-fast forward-

checked in to D'Krangi at 2pm on 25th Jan and to our horror, the resort was not what we expected. the room was so so so small and there is barely enough space for another single bed. they claimed that there is enough space for another bed if we wanted three ppl to share one room... and HENG AH, my mummy decided that two ppl sharing one room will be okay. HENG. if not i dont know where to place the extra bed. at the balcony izzit?

RIDICULOUS

And there are a lot of caterpillars, worms, millipedes, centipedes etc... wow. but the good thing is, they werent everywhere. there are some pathways where there are a lot of them.. but not ALL. which was good enough.. and usually when you open the door to the bathroom, there will be a few millipedes crawling around. what we did was to wash them down the drain. =) excellent place for insect lovers!

after settling down and washing all the insects down the drain (poor thing. but i dont want to use the bathroom with those things crawling around so, who cares? =), we took a walk around the place.. to our horror, NO SHOPS (except the seafood restaurant) WERE OPEN. then we checked with the reception area and the dear lady said it will be open on the 26th. so we have to wait lo..

played mahjong and slacked until seafood dinner. nice dinner as usual. all dinners with my family are nice. =)

next day, the shops were still closed. then my mum called the manager and she said the shops are all closed until 29th. ._. wth? they lied to us la!

all farms and shops are closed so basically, we got nothing to do but rot and play mahjong. we also drove out to jurong point for lunch. had bbq dinner at night~

third day- not very interesting. all of us were not in the new year mood 'cause we were pretty pissed off because of the LOUSY resort. ZZZ. there is a lot a lot a lot of room for improvement... HAIYA.

went out with classmates on 29th Jan. what can i say? I MISS THEM LOADS! gosh... totally missed the times we spend. GRRRRR. pop rings craze, pearl fights, The Cabin Run (lol), hiding books in the ceiling of our classroom (at that time, it was the container classrooms so we can stuff our books there.. useful during spring cleaning! :D )...

OH MAN. i miss them. >.<

30th Jan- YEA MAN! Posting result day! my mum woke me up at 8am and shove my phone in front of my face. i was still super blur lo.. then she was like "AH GIRL, CONGRATULATIONS!!!"

once she said that, i knew it le. dont have to continue reading the sms le. i got into the course i want! yipee yipee! ^^ SO SO HAPPY!!! the msg was > MOE: TAN CALLY, you are posted to S'PORE POLY, OPTOMETRY (S67) under 2009 JAE. YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOA!!!!!!!

celebrated my aunt's birthday on 31st Jan at my uncle's house... super fun (again). got loads of pics for this one but i am lazy to upload. =x went to 拜年 on 1st feb and i found out that i missed my god-grandparents and ah jim popo SO SO MUCH! >.< just cannot stop talking. and i also realised how much i sucked in canto. zzz... need to brush up on my canto before i speak to them.. =X

and today, i did nothing much. just stayed at home to help out with the housework.. actually i planned to go library with jiayi but in the end, my mum wants me to stay at home.. i think she needed company so, whatever lo! i like being at home with my mum so it was okay! =)

sorry for not having any pictures for this post. >.<

2009-01-22T21:56:00.004+08:00

#4

Yesterday was a pretty fun day. :) met up with jiayi at about 11.40 and went to marina to get some shirts! then went to suntec to buy the movie tickets (Bolt, 3-D style) and went to subway to buy sandwiches then head back to the cinema level and sit at some random spot and eat our lunch (since there were no seats at subway.. A LOT OF PPL LO).

After lunch, we continued walking around suntec 'cause the show is like 2 hours later.... walk around and around.. and went into popular! thats when i realised that the popular there had more books than Borders at parkway! xD then i saw this book called 'The Kite Runner'. pretty cool book lo.. then i suddenly rmbed that my uncle actually bought me the book 2 years ago but i just left it in my shelf ._. but will be digging it out these few days! hahas.

We went to the ARCADE and i get to play OutRun AGAIN but this time.. i only got a A. *cry cry* super sad. then we played the usual games + time crisis.. fun lo. arcade is ALWAYS fun.. but its a 'money-draining' activity. :(

went to watch movie after that. I think the Bolt in 3-D style is much nicer than the normal one.. And there was this part where the 'evil guy' tried to use his power to zap bolt, it actually appeared to be zapping ME. lol. so i dodged. ._. how lame was that? hahas.. for awhile, i totally forgot that i was wearing the special specs and thought it was for real.. ZZZ. lucky jiayi didnt saw how dumb i was. ZZZ.

then after the movie, we went to arcade to finish off the tokens and went to Eastpoint mall 'cause jiayi needed to get his basketball (glad that he managed to find it! ). And continued on to TM to get my converse shoes.. ^^ NOW CAN STRIKE ONE THING OFF MY WISHLIST LE. MUAHAHAHA.

My shirts! >.< i was lazy to go to another shop to get the shirts so bought all from one shop. BUY 2 GET 1 FREE LEI. 很划算lo!
YAY. my black+red converse sneakers! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

today, i did CNY shopping at eastwood and parkway with my parents and aunt. IT WAS GREAT BTW. very fun and enjoyable.. ^^ cant wait for the CNY trip.. lalala~

2009-01-20T18:57:00.003+08:00

Just a short post. i want to say.. DARLING, WELCOME BACK HOME! ^^

FINALLY! the yamaha person came at 3 plus today to send my darling back home (thank you uncle!). ohmygosh. now my 西界's scores wont be left alone and unused in my cupboard le. SO HAPPY! AHH!!!

(my darling! :) )

THANKS TO JIAYI (again), i am able to upload pics le! (i am a noob, so need help)

2009-01-20T09:47:00.003+08:00

#2

Yay great. Now my blog(again) is up, my only wish is for it to continue living and not die a terrible death like how all my other blogs died. :)

Yesterday was really fun! Woke up at 8 (surprisingly!) and went to tampines MRT station to meet up with the two aunties (shawn and brenda). Too bad, vivian couldnt make it. Then we went tanjong pagar(I KNOW HOW TO SPELL PAGAR!) to meet up with shawn's friend and follow them to some unknown office to do some stuff...

Anyway, we went to... *drum roll*

THE SECOND EIGHTEEN CHEFS OUTLET! and congratulations to uncle benny at eighteen chefs. However.. this outlet is at the west side of singapore. T.T But its okay. since shawn and I will be entering SP, we can go to the place everyday!

The new outlet is at this place called the FUSIONOPOLIS B1-12. its a new building! :D its fair now 'cause one outlet is at the west side(buona vista) and the other is at the east side (simei). please go and try the food there sometime!

So after the lunch, we decided to walk back to buona vista mrt station. Then, the weird shawn decided to entertain us with his philipino maid accent. ._. and i had to be hie 'mum' and brenda was my daughter. it was freaking hilarious! :D I can only say, 我们好爱演哦!

We took the train to city hall and while walking to suntec, we saw this couple (the girl is from tkss and the guy.. i dont know, he wore all white.) fooling around.. then the guy thought that we were staring at them, and started acting all ah beng like. wth. his gf realise the 'fire'(wah.. i so scared..) and tried to 'calm him down'. they even followed us k! Okay Nvm, its just another weird couple for the day. =/

We went to the suntec arcade and i manage to play a game of OutRun (yes man! finally!) and instead of choosing my darling Spider, i chose Ferrari.. and it turned out great! at least it was better than the Spider.... hmm. I got a AA grade! Then we went to play the 'throw the balls at the screen' thing and it was fun. we even got the third position k! (despite the fact that we were pretty lousy and had no good aiming capabilities whatsoever)

We also played the 'touch the screen' thing and Bishi Bashi.. :) it was fun!

Bought a cup of bubble tea each and headed to the fountain of wealth to sit and crap.. we decided to play truth or dare and the dares were pretty crazy.
I had to run around the fountain screaming 'I AM CRAZY' and stand on a chair and scream 'aye aye aye, im a little butterfly' with actions. Shawn had to wave crazily at the ppl sitting the duck tour thing and get autograph from some stranger. Brenda tried to get the attention of a group of ang mohs (and failed 'cause they ignored her =X), say 'hi' to a stranger and ask this couple to take a act cute picture of her! WAHAHAHA. fun fun.

Went back home at about 6pm. didnt get to see the young couple again. :)

I am a little pissed now 'cause i couldnt upload the music box without messing up the template.. even after editing the width and height etc.. GRRRR. and i will try to update twice or thrice a week. :D

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FIRST POST DEDICATED TO JIAYI FOR HELPING ME SOLVE A STUPID PROBLEM! x) THANK YOU!