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hold me tight, will ya?
Hello there, I'm a 17-year-old female SP optometry-ian and slacker who resides in super sunny Singapore. (:I love music and strings but I am not a fan of mud. I walk around lonely streets and fly my rainbow coloured kite. I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago. And so, blah blah blah. The random dreams still goes on. Here's CALLY speaking. I have the perfect life. Oh yes, I want to be superwoman. |
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#66 credits: brokenviolinshop father's love? no. i dont have any. im glad that my blog dont have many readers. at least im able to type what i want. plus,even though my english is really bad, no one is complaining about it. YAY. ----- i need more holidays. im too busy to enjoy my holidays so i need more! i was super shocked when i suddenly realise that school hols is ending in one week's time. i didnt even really enjoy my holidays. most of the time, im doing stuffs related to my cca. whee~ ensemble practices, cello lessons, teach cello 'freshies', theory lesson, trial camp for SPSE, the real camp ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah.. every week, same thing. i enjoyed all the ccas stuff.. just want more time to slack. and work! ----- once sem2 starts, im going to start my mugging reigme. im serious! i cant afford to slack anymore. and mugging is fun. hope to get a mugging buddy too! hahas. ----- with all the cca stuffs and stress from school, it's not the right time for something (family-related) to happen now. im too stressed out.. and tired. (when am i not tired?) but yeah, daddy, why do you choose now? ): you cant expect me to accept the new idea of you loving me as your daughter. In our relationship, love never came into the picture. You want me to change something that has always been there since the day i was born? im sorry, i cant do it. Like what i told mummy, i dont really understand what you are trying to tell me. I know you dont know how to express your concern for me and stuffs.. but that doesnt mean you should do things that defy what you are trying to express. it's not logical. and as a kid, i dont get it. please dont blame me daddy.. but i hope, things will stay the same. i dont wish to know how much you love or care for me because i will get more hurt. i will be reminded of how bad i am.. as your daughter. can you keep things the way they are now? pls, dont say you love me. dont say you miss me and meimei during these days where we were not around. i cant accept it. I'm truly sorry, dad but you will always be my daddy.. no matter what (: |